Aweeeii...

I want to be prettier...
I don't want to look at myself in the mirror with disgust...
I want to feel like I'm at the same level as everyine else...
I too want to catch the boys eyes for the right reason...
I don't want the boy's to see me like a friend only, but a girl too...
I too want to live my life without somebody telling me what to do, and that it will go away soon...
I want to be that girl I can see in my head...
I want everybody to see me as the girl in my head - the true me...
Oh, please God, why won't you have faith in me, and let me shine as the real me? Why do you have to disguise me?
I don't want to live like this anymore...